I can’t to focus on the same thing for as long as it takes me to get a tune right. Switching around keeps me from throwing whistles. It’s the psychic equivalent of wiggling a new toy in front of a fretful toddler.
I admire your guts for playing in the dorms. I started playing whistle a little bit the year before college, but was too shy to play in my dorm. I was intimidated by all those people with years of cello or flute or oboe lessons.
I caught that thread, and found it interesting that I too divide my tunes into 3 groups by how well I know them.
I tend to get jazzed up over a handful of new tunes at a time – occasionally I’ll have a week when my brain feels especially absorbent and my fingers are unexpectedly coordinated, and I’ll be really into learning new tunes And then things calm down and I’ll just want to work on familiar stuff for a longer while, getting the glitches ironed out and weaning myself from the sheet music.
I find that learning music really tires me out in its own weird way, and I also have a limited quantity of good attention span time before I too start to regress – it can be anywhere between 2-5 times through, with pauses to repeat sticky sections until I can get them right a couple of times in a row.But I’m trying to see if I can extend that time a little bit, because I do enjoy it when I can get more immersed in what I’m doing.
Also, I’ve been kind of meditating on what happens when I start to regress like that, and what seems to happen is that I get either impatient (my sense of rhythm going faster than my fingers can keep up with) or fretful (upset about making mistakes, worried about bothering the neighbors, etc), and either of those stressful states seems to cause my finger coordination to go downhill fast.
I’ve started taking a time-out whenever I feel myself getting fretful or impatient, breaking up the negative feedback loop that I get into by consciously lowering the whistle and taking deep breaths until I feel calm and unkerfuffled again. It really seems to be working to get me back on track, and extend my attention span for the tune at hand.
It sounds kind of obvious when I write it out, but hey, it’s taken me years to figure out that I just need to make myself do it, and that yes, it actually works.
Noel